Friends

So I may not have a whole lot of local friends, but yesterday proved I do have a handful of good online friends.  Thank you everyone.  I'm really ok, I just needed to vent.  C reminded me that my feelings aren't unusual given the circumstances, that she'd feel the same way.  Time will tell what the future holds, I'm just impatient at this point.  There are certain things that I need to get done, things that have been put off for far to long, and I'm going to try to focus on them for the next few weeks as time allows.  I've gotta go get my daughter and I ready for a last minute invite to a birthday party now so I'll write later...